28TH JAUNARY,2015
This month has been happening a lot of good and lucky things at all once.
I feel so happy but has a little bit pressure.
When something happens, I always think about the reasons of them.
IS IT REMAINING ME STH I SHOULD LEARN?
I cannot find out any answers, instead of problems come out.
What the suitation am I staying in?
What the time will be stable?
.......
I wanna be clam, give up to thinking...
I wanna someone to help me out of it
Indeed, I don't expect anyone come to me.
Instead of myself.
CAN NOT BELIEVE, CAN NOT ACCPET ANYTHING.
Because I know I am able to be a fighter
Because I know I am able to be a receiver
That's the reasons why I am standing at this point.
That's the reasons why I am always taking my time to be fight at
It's time to take a rest and myself, understand this meaning
It's time to take the time to accpet everything under the sun
Please don't afaird, Please don't think again
Acceptance is a important step to move on next step
Just wait until I understand.