17TH JULY, 2015
Becoming a weaker and loser, no one want to be.
I am certainly being this kind of girl because I am afraid that everything will leave me away.
Why don't I take my courage to protect all my things.
Why don't I take my worries away to live happiness
Because I am too comfortable, everything is too fine.
Because I like be a fighter, everything is hunted by myself.
I know everything should not be with me forever,
I know I should be consistent at everything in my living.
But I feel I take something wrong at that moment.
This is a big emotional.
It tells me that I am afraid now.
It tells me that I am stopping to think about the fears.
It tells me that I should not expect everything comes.
I am sure I won't get an expectable answer in the future.
I am sure I can't hold any hopes all the time.
But I have never told myself to give up.
However,
Chance will give me one day, I believe
Waiting is only one thing I know
Hopes cannot disappear in my life, in my mind.
I know I can win, can do it.
WAITING AT THAT MOMENT,
BE SMILE FOR MY FEARS !!
I believe it should come one day!
My heart is waiting for you!